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2009-08-15T17:14:00.002+08:00

Moved ! www.shahidaaaaah.onsugar.com

2009-08-15T11:18:00.000+08:00

Hello ! What's wrong with Blogger nowadays ? I can't change the font size/upload pictures/font style/colour . This is so annoying . I guess I won't be blogging that often since MrBlogger is sucha nuisance right now . Most probably , I'll update using MrPlurk . So take care (: && Common test starts on Mondaaaay .

2009-08-14T19:53:00.000+08:00

Hello ! School was awesome . Biology was quite interesting . Now I know what causes muscle cramps . All thanks to lactic acid . HAAHA . & I skipped training todaaaay because of lactic acid . You get what I meaaan ? Muscle uses glucose to give lactic acid ( which caused muscle cramps ) + more energy . HAHA ! . Oke during POA , learnt about Profit and Loss . Quite interesting but very tedious . After that had Chemistry , went through the paper and went for lunch . Had lunch with buddy and Ravina ( Jo&Beng ) You know , I know . HAHA . Annabelle ( K... ) didn't follow us because she have to go somewhere else . After lunch followed buddy to school as she need to change fr the Olympic thingy then went home with Ravina .

So right now , time : 8.03pm . POA homework done ! I'm so happy ya'know . So I'm going to finish up my geo homework tomorrow and do some revision . HAHA !

Oke , I think I'm going to end my post here . Take Care (:

2009-08-12T17:00:00.002+08:00

Hello ! I did attend school todaay . I'm so happy about it because only god knows how lazy I was this morning but I forced myself to go to school . So as per usual school was mundane but I'm okaay with it . Managed to concentrate during lessons especially the 6 periods of science . How awesome is thaat ? . Haa . Was supposed to attend Biology extra class/remedial but decided to give it a miss . Haa . Assembly was quite interesting , I mean the video . I find it very cool . Haa . So after school had lunch with friends then went home . I'm very tired , I don't wish to argue/fight/cause problem/settle problem . ahh , what ever they call it because I'm seriously not in the mood right now .There's something that's bothering me right now . But I just can't be bothered to think about it . Why must this thing happen again ? Why ? Is it just me or ahh forget it . Enough is enough laa . What's my fault this time ? I have enough laa . Oke , shall end here fr todaaaay . Bye .

2009-08-11T15:18:00.003+08:00

Hello ! Tuesdaaaaaaaaaaaay ! Well I did attend school today even though I was really lazy to wake up this morning . School was as per usual very mundane but I'm used to it alrdy , I guess . But physics was very-very-very-boring-yo ! Luckily physics was last period . During Pe , we had our 2.4km . I have no idea why he asked us to run 2.4km w/o taking the timing and all those stuffs . So had to run 3 rounds arnd the school , 3 BIG rounds oke . I always wonder why is school very mundane nowadays ? Sigh . I realised that I always sigh nowadays , there's no point sighing right ? Haa , but I can't help it . It's too mundane ya'know . I don't know why am I feeling this way right now . But still I have to look at the positive side and go to school , it's for my own good right ? and I always told my mummy this ; When I grow up , I want to own a bungalow or at least a condominium . I'll try my very best to own this big & luxurious house . I'll work really hard until I can afford to buy it if not I want to stay with my parent . Of course , they'll stay with me if I managed to own my dream house . I know it sound unbelivable right ? But I don't care it's my dream since I'm in primary school so in order to fulfill my dream , I'm going to work really hard . HAHA ! We shall wait & see eh . I find it very funny sometimes but anyhoo , I'll try my very best to make my funny dream come true .

Time : 3.38pm , that means I have about 50 minutes more and I'm off to school AGAIN for hockey training but look at MrWeather ............... Oke , I better end my post here . I want to read my storybook ( HAHA! ) really . Oke , bye (:

2009-08-09T16:23:00.004+08:00

Happy 44th Birthday Singapore (: I love you very much !

Hello ! Sundaaaaaaaaaaaaay ! Woke up very early today . Mummy woke me up at arnd 7.30am , gave her lots of excuses because I don't want to follow but she kept saying 'it's okeh' . So I had no choice but to follow her . Went to aunty's house fr I-don't-know-what-they-call-it thingy . BbyHydir so adorable . aww really so cute (: Oke at arnd 12pm we went home .

Today is Sundaaaaaaaay so that means tomorrow is Mondaaaaaaaay which is Public Holiday . Yesaaah ! oh I have a few photos to share with youssss .

Awesome right ? I like her eyelashes :D

& I miss Farahbby ^^ very much .

Okee , I'm done . Goodbye (:

2009-08-08T21:53:00.002+08:00

Saturdaaaaaaaaaaaaay ! Still not satisfied with my current blogskin . Will be back tomorrow (:

why is the internet suddenly so slow like snail ? IhateMrBlogger very much . I can't upload the pictures .

2009-08-07T17:58:00.002+08:00

HAHAHAAH ! Where's my eyes ? I seriously got faaaat cheeks & my friends call me FISHBALL .
Hello again . Oh I'm so bored . Facebook-ing again and again . Oh I'm sick of it . I want to go AMKhub but uncle's not free . Today's weather is quite oke right ? HAHA ! Why am I talking about weather now ? Oke , I shall stop here for now before you guys fall asleep because I don't know what to blog about . So goodbye .

2009-08-07T11:19:00.003+08:00

Hello . Fridaaaaaaaaaaaay ! Like finally right ? HAHA . Oke today school was kind of awesome . Half day ( 2hr30mins only ) . Whaat do you expect right ? HAHA . So the celebration was fine . So yesterday school was acceptable . Had maths group study after school and after that rushed home , changed and went for training . MrWeather was not so kind yesterday , so hot ! But I'm still thankful that Singapore temperature is not as hot as in India ( 45 degree ) . So training was fine .

Common test is arnd the corner . Have to study a lot of things . Received the common test timetable alrdy and guess what ? Geography Elective & Pure Biology is on the SAME DAY ! This is the second time . There's a lot of things to memorize . I don't think all the notes and important stuffs can fit inside my brain . Sigh .

So I think I shall end my post here and continue next time . Television is calling me (:

2009-08-05T16:44:00.002+08:00

Hey hey . Wednesdaaaaaaaaaaaaay . Well school was oke , went bio and chem lab . Chem lab was watever eh but the experiment was awesome . HAHA . Had mass run this morning , kind of cool actually but very tiring but the aftermath was atrocious . Only god know why , so uncomfortable . After school went home straight since sister is at home alone . So since Imma good sister , I went home straight . I really don't know what to do right now . I think I have to pack my school bag after this and put all the barang-barang ( stuffs ) into my bag before I forget ( I got stm sometimes . HAHA! ) . There's maths group study tomorrow after school . So that means I have to bring the stick to school . Whooaaaaaaah so troublesome eh .

Dear Mr Weather ,

caan you please be a sweetheart and don't be so hot . Please can ? Pity me laa . You're very hot alrdy . Your hottness can make me go crazy ya'know . HAHAHA ! Can MrSun give chance to MrWindy or MrRain to show their power . I know I'm weird/lame .

Dear MrHandphone ,

why you always give me problem ? why oh why ? you know i love you very much right ? so please stop giving me problem . You always go crazy when I'm listening to songs ya'know . I promise I'll be good to you so you better do the same thing to me .

& why are you so silent todaay ?

HAHAHAHAHA ! Oke , I'm done . Goodbye (:

2009-08-04T15:32:00.003+08:00

Hello . Tuesdaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaay ! Well school was oke . Lessons were quite oke , biology was quite interesting . Uh-huh . HAHA . The weather was ---- . So hot ya'know . But nevermind . Right now , it's 3.35pm . Uh-huh that means I have about 40 mins more and I'm off to school AGAIN for hockey training . & look at the mighty sun , sigh . So I shall end here and update again later oke . Bye .

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Oke. Im back . Training was oke . The weather was not so hot , at least better than this morning . Right now , I'm so fatigued . So I shall end my post here and I'll be back tomorrow . I need uncle's help now , I want to change the stick grip or what ever they call it . So bye (:

2009-08-02T19:29:00.001+08:00

Enough is Enough . Stop all this shit . I'm sick and tired of it .

- not feeling well .

2009-08-02T09:51:00.003+08:00

Hello . Sundaaaaaaaaaay ! Yesterday evening went EcPark with family . Uh-huh . It was oke , not so bad . Very windy , iLike(: Uncle lend me his Canon camera . Uh-huh . iLove(: So cool meLikeIt . Farahbby is so cute , I'll upload her pictures v.soon . The pictures are not with me now . & now then I know , that iPhone's game are not that easy . But so cool . At arnd 9pm , we went Bedok fr supper . I was really tired and v.sleepy but Farahbby was so active . Too much of sugar , I guess .

&& in the morning . I had this conversation with uncle .
uncle : I want to eat nugget .
me : Ahh ! I want ..
uncle : you're fat . - pinch my arm .
me : eh nonsense . this is not fats this is what we call MUSCLE .

then later in the evening , we were eating chicken . Then he tried to unlock the bottle cap but couldn't . Since Imma good niece ( HAHA ! ) I helped him and yeaah I succeed .

me: Told ya I have muscle .
uncle : yarh right , i give you chance .

So that's it . I want to finish up my homeworkS . & I have one good/bad news . I've found my shoe . You know why it's good ? because I've found it . You know why it's bad ? because I want new shoe . HAHAHAHAHAH ! Oke bye .

2009-08-01T09:27:00.002+08:00

Hello . Saturdaaaaaaaaaaaaaay ! yeaaah . I have physics & maths homework , sigh . I've finished reading He's-just-not-that-into-you for the 3rd time . HAHA . It's time to get a new book but I have no idea what book to buy . Class test 3 over and common test is coming v.soon , that's what they say laa . After that will be class test 4 followed by end of year exams . So fast ? So that means I have to stop procrastinating .

You know what , I think I lost my nike shoe . Uh-huh . Now what am I supposed to tell my mummy ? Ask her to buy new shoe for me ? Fat Hope laa . But nothing is impossible right . HAHA .

I shall stop here and continue later . I need to finish up my homeworkS . Oke bye (:

2009-07-31T18:35:00.003+08:00

Hello . It's Friday bebeh ! Woohoo . I'm so happy . Well today school was quite interesting . Mother tongue was oke , teacher absent again . Then followed by maths , you know I love doing standard deviation since I already know the method even though it's kind of tedious but I really enjoy doing it . HAHA . Weird I know . Then Biology was quite interesting then recess and lastly POA , got back my POA test paper (: & found out today that most probably Mr Suhaimi won't be teaching us anymore and a new teacher will take over . I know he's quite boring at times but he is also cool ya'know especially the food part . HAHA . So after school , had my lunch with my wonderful friends : Laksa & Annabelle ( I forgot ur new nickname ) . Curry didn't join us at first . So after we ate , we played I-don't-know-what game . & it's so fun ya'know . Then arnd 3 plus , curry joined us . At about 4pm we went home .

I know , you guys must be wondering who is Curry and Laksa right ? This weird nickname started yesterday , Ravina asked me what I ate for dinner so I said I ate Fried Rice then she asked about the Fried Rice so I told her there's prawn and fishball so she decided to call me FishBall after that . Sigh . Then I asked her what she had for dinner and she said she had Nasi Briyani so I called her Nasi Briyani Ravina and Celestine's was Burger King so today we changed our name , Ravina is Laksa since she had Laksa for dinner and Celestine is Curry. I ate noodle last night but they still call me FishBall . So bad right ? I know . So that's it laa . I'll continue next time . I know it's kind of weird but who cares they are my friends and I love them very much . HAHA .

2009-07-30T20:40:00.004+08:00

Hello . Firstly , I would like to thank my dear buddy for the super-sweet-lovely-awesome post . See , even buddy agree that Zac Efron is good-looking . I don't understand why people always insult or look down on him . Right buddy ? So yeaah once again , thank you Celestine . HAHA . & this is for you .

& this is for Ravina ( the girl who call me Fishball today , HAHAHAAH ! )

Oke bye (:

2009-07-30T16:34:00.002+08:00

Hello ! I love this guy ^^ . HAHAH ! I really love this picture , so hott right ? Say YES ! HAHA . I'll update tomorrow . I'm so lazy right now . HAHAAAA .. k bye (:

2009-07-29T16:32:00.002+08:00

Hello . Im baaaaaaaaaaaaack ! Oke , firstly , school was fine . The weather was oke not as bad as yesterday . Had mass run today ( 1.2km ) . & perspired like OMG after that but it's okeh since I sit under the fan . HAHAH (: Then lessons were as per normal and you know what I don't like Wednesday because we have 6 periods of Science . 2 periods of Pure Biology then 2 periods of Physics and lastly 2 periods of Chemistry . Thanks eh . Biology was quite oke today but the lesson seemed so long and draggy , 2 periods ( 1hr 10 mins ) is like 2 days . Really . Then physics was oke because we studied Kinetic Model Of Matter ( i forgot actually ) which we already studied in Chemistry so it was oke . Chemistry was oke too , just that I'm lil bit pissed off about yesterday but I''m oke now because I've finished that ____ thing alrdy . Anyway , it's for my own good right ? HAHA . Anyway , chem was quite interesting . So basically my post today is about science lessons because I don't know what to post about . So yeeah , there's POA test tomorrow . Sigh . Oke that's all for today , I'll be back v.soon . Bye (:

2009-07-27T20:05:00.002+08:00

I'm bored . So I did this ^^ . HAHAHA . I don't know whaat to do after this .

Sooooooooooooooooooo boring . Oke , I want to watch teeve . Take care and GoodNight (:

2009-07-27T15:49:00.003+08:00

Hello . Im baaaaaaaaaaaaaack ! HAHA . Oke school was fine . Last Saturday , I was really bored and thank God , I had Farahbby to accompany me . She's so cute . & you know whaat , she really enjoyed the aroma of Nescafé . She'll go hmmmm ahhhhh .

So we played with sister's baby doll . I took the table cloth which sister used it as I-don't-know-what and wrapped it around the poor baby doll's head and it turned out like this at first .

Then I find it very interesting and Farahbby enjoyed playing with it too so we did this .

& I used Mummy's hp to take pictures and FYI , Farahbby loves electronic gadgets . For example , handphone . So she grabbed the hp and played with it . So I decided to teach her how to take pictures .

& we did this . ( picture below ) . Photography session . HAHA ..

Oke done . After the photography lesson with me , she continued playing with sister . So that's it . Now I want to eat and then off to LALALAND . Bye (:

2009-07-25T09:26:00.002+08:00

Hello . Firstly GoodMorning . Sister had a haircut yesterday and she looked like this ^^ . HAHAHAHA ! oke , not really . She look better than this . But she really remind me of this cartoon character ^^. So sister next time don't insult Zac Efron too much because you'll get it from me . On the other hand , I knew my maths result already . (: && I really need to start revising for all subjects and prepare for upcoming tests and end of year exams . No more procrastinating . Next , I guess it's time for me to lose weight and burn all those unnecessary fats . I have to stop eating junk foods or I'll suffer during the fasting month . I don't want to go on a diet & I don't want to starve myself . So we shall wait and see ahh . Enough of foods , school and sister . Next , life is fine . I seriously give up with someone ( not hott guy ) . Go ahead and do what ever you want , I just can't be bothered already . I don't want to talk about hott guy anymore . I don't know why and don't ask me why (: Oke , I think I'm done . I'll come back later .

2009-07-24T16:15:00.003+08:00

Hello (: School was fine today . After school had lunch with Annabelle , Celestine & Ravina . It was so awesome ya'know . We played truth or dare ( only the truth ) HAHA . It was really fun and hilarious . Here's the interesting part , we were talking when there's this postman who threw 23 pieces of Rexona test kit with discount coupon at my direction . I was so dazed , really . & then he threw another 23 pieces on the table and left . We were so shocked and started laughing looking at the 46 pieces of Rexona test kit . It was so weird . So we divided it into 4 ( you do the calculation ahh ) . Then we started talking about Rexona and stuffs . At about 3 plus , we went home . Actually , there's lots of things to share but I'm just too lazy to type . So next time okeh .

Lastly , I love Zac Efron . HAHAHA !

- don't insult him caan ? HAHA .

2009-07-23T15:31:00.004+08:00

Hello everyone . Today school was fine . Maths was okeh , I enjoyed doing Standard Deviation ( like finally! ) . I find it interesting , HAHA ! Had Maths test after school . The paper was quite intricate and was given 30 minutes only . 30 minutes for MATHS is totally atrocious . Chemistry and POA test postponed . So basically school was fine but POA was so dull . Really . Actually , I have no idea what to post about . During Maths lesson , Zainul told me about his dream , I don't know whether it's true or not but I find it funny and a little bit lame . ( he dreamt about ZAC EFRON ! ) HAHA . & I'm sooooooo going to punch his face tomorrow morning because he insulted Zac Efron during english lesson .

& this is for G-MAN ! ( the guy who refused to accept the fact that Zachary David Alexander Efron is very HOTT ! sigh . )

Zachary David Alexander Efron is so HOTT !

Oke , I'm done . I want to eat . Bye (:

2009-07-22T17:09:00.002+08:00

Happy 15th Birthday Jaga !

I love Zac Efron very much .

Update tomorrow ehh . (:

2009-07-21T19:32:00.003+08:00

This guy ^^ , Zachary David Alexander Efron is so hot . Right ? Say YES ! HAHA .

I love him very much .

Okeh , I'm done .

Insult him , & you'll find yourself in the middle of the atlantic ocean in less than 2 minutes.

-I know this post is pathetic , but I don't care . HAHA .

2009-07-21T15:18:00.002+08:00

Hello . Well school was fine . Now I seriously dislike PE , thanks to the weather . Caan people start saving the earth NOW ? The weather is seriously killing me and I'm sure everyone feel the same thing right ? So I'am going to do my part to save the earth . I seriously cannot stand the weather anymore . So today my school celebrates Racial Harmony Day and I thought of wearing the Malay traditional costume because I find it cool . However , I decided to change my mind because of the weather . So I was so grateful that I didn't wear it today because early in the morning , I already perspire like nobody's business ( okeh not so bad ) . So once I entered my class , I quickly went to my place to cool myself ( I sit directly under the fan . ) So yeaah , luckily I didn't wear the Baju Kurung . The weather was really horrible , really ehh . So got back my malay and Bio paper alrdy. (: .

On the other hand , life is fine ( I guess ) . Last night , my 2nd sister was really maddening . I seriously felt like killing her . She talked to me about ____ . I was really pissed off , she can't even shut her mouth for a minute . I seriously cannot tolerate her . I asked her to shut her mouth for so many times but she kept on talking about ___ . So annoying eh .

Okehh I'm done . I need to go , there's physics test tomorrow and I really don't understand the 2 chapters . Need to revise later . Bye (:

2009-07-20T17:57:00.003+08:00

Hello . School was mundane .

Update later , headache is killing me , seriously .

2009-07-19T21:24:00.001+08:00

I ♥ Zachary David Alexander Efron .

-i'll update tomorrow . Bye .

2009-07-18T18:19:00.002+08:00

Hello . I don't know if I should say this or not but haiyaa who cares , today is Atrocious . Life is full of ups & downs but I guess today is more to downs than ups . Firstly , I was sleeping soundly when I suddenly heard sisters voice , it's only 7am and her voice is so loud . So I woke up and did my daily routine and a few hours later decided to text G-Man . & after that , only the both of us know what happened . & I'm really pissed off with myself . Then mummy asked me to get ready because we have to attend I-don't-know who's wedding and that's another problem . I don't know what to wear and was really lazy actually . Plus I'm not in a good mood . Soon we left the house and off to interchange . Initially we were supposed to take bus 854 but mummy changed her mind and asked us to take bus 969 instead . You know I hate taking that bus because there's no empty seat for me to sit and yeah I was right , so full of people and what's more I was wearing high heels because my sandal doesn't suits with the clothes I wore so I had to balance myself . & the first thing that annoyed me when I was about to board the bus there's this family who cut queue . $%&#@!$%&* ! You want me to teach you how to queue or not ? Then board the bus and this sickening driver wants me to show him my ez-link card so I showed him and he saw ___'s photo . My friend & family know who . & he asked me who is it ?

driver : your boyf ahh ?
me : shaked my head . Pissed off already .
driver : your boyf ahh ?
me : no .
driver : boyf ah ?
me : NO LAA . ( okeh I didn't shout at him but you should see my expression so pissed off like shit okeh . )

So had no choice but to stand , and this group of guys beside me were talking non-stop till we reached tampines interchange . But they kind of funny actually but I was not in the mood to laugh or smile . So throughout our journey , I was complaining non-stop to mummy . & the bus was so freaking slow and I told my mummy that I can run faster than this . Serious shit okeh . You can even enjoy the scenery because the bus is freaking slow and I have to balance myself to prevent myself from falling down like rotten pineapple . Soon we reached and took bus 22 and had to walk for a few metres . Another problem because my leg is aching and my head is spinning like nobody business . So here's the ups-part for the day , reached the place and the food was delicious and the place was comfortable so dumdidum . Next , we went to bedok interchange and took bus 854 back home . & when I was about to collect the ticket from the I-don't-know-what machine , this driver asked me a question .

driver : whoah , wear so nice for what ah ? go jalan-jalan ahh ?
me : smile and walked away .

today bus drivers very free ah ? Okeh so I was really sleepy but forced myself not to sleep . But sister fell asleep and slept like nobody business . HAHA . && I SAW ASRINA ! AH I MISS HER ! HAHA ! Then walked back home from interchange , this is ridiculous okeh . Because I had blister on my both legs and it's so painful so I forced myself and like finally , we reached home and I feel so contented to be able to walk as per normal again . So after this I'm going to say NO ! to high-heels shoe . Okeh what ever shahidaah . So I guess I have enough of complaining & chattering . I need to go off now .

- sometimes you need to lose something , in order to realise how much that thing actually mean to you . what am I talking about ? Anyhoo , I think I'm starting to miss you .

2009-07-16T20:18:00.002+08:00

Hello again . Okeh , now I'm going to post about today since I've promised my dear friends that I'll update about it so here we gooooooooo .. Firstly , I lost my mercedez car's key . - you know , i know , public don't know . HAHA . Secondly , we went to KFC for lunch , and my dear buddy being sucha nice girl ( HAHA ! ) , she decided to nominate the cashier/aunty/worker ( what ever you call it ) for the R.E.A.L award . So she filled in the form & had some difficulties so I helped her to fill in the form . So were talking about some stuffs when Ravina or Celestine tried to take the paper from me , and buddy ended up tearing the paper into half . So we took another piece and I filled up for her . So sweet right ? HAHA . So after I filled up the paper , I wanted to pass it to buddy but the paper actually flew to the counter area , luckily it didn't went into the kitchen . & the aunty said , after this buddy will receive 10% discount because she nominate the aunty/worker/cashier ( ahh whatever laa ) , so Ravina asked me to calculate , so we found out that 10% discount is equal to 20 cents only . HAHAHA ! So after that we had our meal somewhere and Afini called us so we ran back to school , sprinting like superheroes . & I think I seriously need oxygen tank after that , really . So went into the class , waited for Ravina to finished up the worksheets till 4pm but she didn't managed to complete it so teacher give her chance so she's able to take it back home . Unfair ! Okeh then went home with Ravina . So that's my story ,I know you don't understand . So sorry eh . Anyway , I've finished revising . I'm so happy . So I'll be back tomorrow . && goodbye and goodnight loves (:

2009-07-16T17:53:00.002+08:00

Hello ! School was fine and it rained again . So awesome ya'know . So had english test today & there's Biology test tomorrow . I need to start revising later , I have to memorize the functions , enzymes , organs and some other stuffs . Ridiculous . I don't think I can memorize everything ( Nutrition in Animals and Transports in Animals ( Blood Vessels ) ), but I'll try . One stack of notes waiting for me . Bear with it shahidaah . & like finally the PBL stuff is over . & there's presentation tomorrow . Sigh . I need to go now . I need to start revising and stop procrastinating . HAHA .

-Who ask me to take Biology ? I don't want to be a scientist/doctor . This is killing me .

2009-07-15T15:16:00.002+08:00

Hello ! Firstly , school was fine . & it was raining very heavily this morning . But that's not the main thing , there's Biology quiz today and I studied 30 mins before the quiz start . I forgot about it . So during physics or socialstudies ( I forgot ) , buddy showed me the Hot magazine , ahh ! Zac Efron ! He so hot ya'know . HAHA . So after recess , we had Maths and here goes the oh-so-tedious part , the standard deviation is so troublesome , seriously ehh . I hate standard deviation . Then had chemistry , it was okeh . So yeah , school was okeh . & tomorrow , there's english class test 3 so that means I need to memorize the formats . & Friday , there's biology test , have to memorize the functions , the organs , the enzymes ( i hate this ) , blood vessels and some other stuffs . Who ask me to take Biology ? Sigh . && did I tell you that I have homeworks waiting for me . Another sad story , physics & maths homework .

Okeh enough about school , pet society & restaurant city are currently undergoing some maintenance . Ridiculous okeh . Next , I finally realised that it's time for me to start revising and stop procrastinating . HAHA . Like as if I can , HAHA . I love to procrastinate . I don't know why . But sadly , I have to stop procrastinating and start studying . I have to , I have no choice . Okehh I shall bid goodbye now , I want to finish up my maths homework ( if possible ) & memorize the formats . Hopefully I can survive ahh , I'm so sleepy right now . So take care loves .

- I need something to keep me awake . Help !

2009-07-14T21:23:00.002+08:00

Hello ......... HAHA . Okeh firstly , school was fine but I think I've some issues with the weather . So hot okeeh . Really . The weather was so horrible . Okehh enough of complaining . Lessons were fine , had Bio , Chem & Physics and other subjects . Nonsense right ? I know . I hate science . So pathetic ya'know . && we played hockey during PE . HAHA . Actually , I don't know what to blog about . The reason why I'm updating my blog is because I don't want to sleep so early . I don't know why . HAHA . I guess I'm done . I'll be back soon if I'm free since we'll be having class test 3 this week and next week . & BIOLOGY is on this Friday , sigh , I better prepare graveyard before the test start . I know you don't understand , nevermind . Okeh bye .

2009-07-13T16:52:00.002+08:00

I feel soooooooooo goooooooooooooooooooood . HAHA . Currently waiting for mummy to wake up because she wants me to edit some pictures & I can hardly open my eyes right now . I can fall asleep anytime . HAHA . I don't know why , I update my blog again but I just feel like doing so . HAHA . I don't want to sleep .. Mummy is awake , I need to go off now . I think I want to sleep , I can't take it anymoreeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee .

2009-07-13T16:17:00.003+08:00

Hello ! What did I say last night ? I won't be blogging for the time being right ? HAHA . Forget it , I can't resist the temptation to blog . HAHA . But I was really agitated yesterday , only I know why . & G-Man came to the rescue . I was so restless last night , I can't sleep till 1am and I feel so sleepy today . My eyes were so heavy , to refrain myself from sleeping , I tried my best to concentrate during lessons and looked at the trainer's face , really . I find it really funny . & she kept on looking at my direction , tell me how to sleep ? Anyway , school was fine today , all lessons were fine except for the first 20 minutes of mother tongue lesson . Luckily , lessons were quite interesting or you'll see me sleeping like nobody business . &&& like finally , My dear G-Man willing to accept the fact that I'm awesome . Right ? HAHA . I guess I'll stop here , after 19 hours of not eating , NO ! I'm not on diet , I repeat I'M NOT ON DIET ! HAHA , I don't feel hungry at all , I don't know why, really . Like I said , after 19 hours of not eating , finally I feel hungry so I want to eat after this . Bye (: Take Care loves .

2009-07-12T22:18:00.002+08:00

I guess I won't be blogging for the time being . I'm so agitated and pissed off , seriously . This is seriously so unfair . I'll be back whenever I feel like it . I'm not happy right now . Seriously not happy . I swear , I hate having this kind of feeling . So I won't be blogging until I-don't-know-when . Okehh bye loves , take care (:

& where's G-Man ? I got no idea .

2009-07-12T13:31:00.003+08:00

Hellooooooooooo . I realised something , I have physics homework . HAHA . I'm so bored right now . I don't know what to do . G-Man is MIA .

G-Maaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaannnnnn ! This is so unCool ya'know .

Agitated , I don't know why & don't ask me why . Im not happy .

2009-07-12T11:15:00.003+08:00

My I'm-So-Jaded Face . HAHA

Hellooooooooooooooooooooooo ! I'm so bored right now , homework done and I've packed my bag already . I hate going to school on Monday . So restless , I don't know why . HAHA . Good news , Facebook is really awesome today . I get to play Pet Society & Restaurant City . Awesome right ? I know . HAHA . Facebook is really wonderful , HAHA . Tomorrow will be very boring for sure . Nowadays , the weather is so awesome . & I've learnt my lesson , not to bet with Ravina anymore . HAHA . You know , I know , Public don't know . HAHA . Life is fine , I guess . HAHA . I seriously don't know what to blog actually . So boring y'know . I don't know how many times , I have to repeat this , I'm so boreddddddddddddddddddddddd . Youngest sister not at home , 2nd sister busy doing homework . ( that's why I get to use the computer w/o anyone disturbing me ) . HAHA . See , there's no one to entertain me . So sad , I know && Mummy will be using the computer after this . &&& My dear friend , G-Man , still refused to accept the fact that I'm awesome . Kentaal laa ehh . HAHA . I think I want to watch teeve after this and rot at home . So be prepare my dear schoolmates , to see rotten shahidaah tomorrow . HAHA . So lame , I know . Okehh laa , bye loves . (:

2009-07-11T15:43:00.003+08:00

Im baaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaacccccccccccccccccccckkkkkkkkkk .. HAHA . Facebook is so dumb todaay . Pet Society & Restaurant City are currently undergoing some maintenance . Sigh . Iám so jaded right now . G-Man still refused to accept the fact that I'm awesome . Kental ! HAHA . Okehh now I want to be a wonderful sister , I want to help my sister to change her blogskin . So sweet right ? HAHA . Very lame , I know . HAHA . Okehh bye . Take care loves :D

2009-07-11T09:45:00.002+08:00

Hello ! Firstly GoodMorning readers . HAHA . So I guess I'll be rotting at home today . So humdrum ya'know . But look at the bright side , I can finish up my summary . HAHA . On the other hand , Facebook is so stupid ! Pet Society is currently undergoing some maintenance & there's some errors with Restaurant City . If only Facebook has a face , I'll punch you already . HAHA . Ok lame , I know . && last night was funny , G-Man refused to accept the fact that I'm awesome . HAHAHA . I'm not kental okeeh . Okeh people , I think I'll stop here and I'll be back later . Bye Loves :D

2009-07-10T16:46:00.002+08:00

Hello loves . HAHA . Okehh I don't have any exciting pictures to upload . I mean I have a few but nevermind , I bet you'll get bored of looking at my pictures . HAHA . Okeh so as you know , today is Friday which means tomorrow is weekends and I really love weekends . HAHA . Now then I realised that this week I went to school for 2 days only . Monday was Youth Day , Tuesday and Wednesday , I was on Mc so yeaah I went to school on Thurs and Friday only . HAHA . So today was fine , Mother Tongue teacher was absent so free period then we had Maths after that followed by Biology . Then recess and lastly 2 periods od P.O.A . So like I said just now , school was fine for me . HAHA .

On the other hand , I think I still can't get over hott guy . The feeling came back again . HAHA . He so hott ya'know . Actually he's not only hott , there are a few other stuffs that make me fall in love with him . Which I won't mention here . I think I've mentioned this many times right ? HAHA .

Okehh . I need to go now . So take care Loves .

2009-07-08T10:19:00.002+08:00

Hello ! Look at the picture above ^^ HAHA . It has been ages since I last talk about him . True ? HAHA . I don't know why , I just don't feel like talking about this anymore . I don't know why . HAHA . So yeaah , Im on Mc today and I'll be back tomorrow . I simply hate going to school this year , maybe because it's too tiring or I don't know why . HAHA . So tomorrow is Thursday , boring for sure . On the other hand , mummy is not at home . Im left with sister ( she's sick too ) & grandmama . I don't feel like going anywhere today , so that's the reason why I didn't follow mummy . Staying at home is mind-numbing but I guess it's better than going out , waste my money on things that is not so important . I don't know why but I feel so different today . Firstly , I don't feel like talking about hott guy which I usually go insane about it . Secondly , school is sucha bore to me ( but I guess it's normal . HAHA ) . Thirdly , I prefer staying at home today . HAHA . So weird , I know . So I guess that's my post for today . I'll be back next time . Nowadays , I don't know what to blog about , that's why if you notice my posts are so lame and nonsensical . HAHA . & sometimes , it doesn't make sense . So just bear with it people . Typical shahidaah . Take Care Loves (:

2009-07-07T18:49:00.002+08:00

Hello ! New blogskin . HAHA . Still not that satisfied but okeeh laa for the time being . HAHA . So people don't forget to tag before you leave okeeh ? HAHA .

Jaded :( . I'll be back next time .

2009-07-07T13:01:00.002+08:00

Hello ! yeaah , skipped school today as I'm not feeling well . Cough & running nose , told ya not to bother me right ? HAHA . & Im feeling much better now , thanks to the 4 tablets and 100ml of I dontknow what . Thank aah . 4 Tablets ya'know . So Im on Mc for 2 days . HAHA .

On the other hand , Im still not satisfied with my blogskin . So dull . I want to change it again . HAHA . && remember the picture that I uploaded yesterday , the one that I wanted to make sister jealous ? HAHA . She's jealous ya'know . After she read the post she said , "this is too much ! "- inserts angry face . HAHAHA . Yeaay !

So this is my post for today . I'll be back soon Loves .

2009-07-06T13:55:00.002+08:00

Hello ! I saw MrNEXTDOOR ( neighbour ) . & he waved at my mummy . Unfair ! Haaha . We went Woodlands to settle some stuffs and had our breakfast there . Then we took MRT back home and I saw MrNEXTDOOR at Yishun Mrt first . So I told mummy and she turned back & I saw him waving at my mummy. Taak Fair ! Haaha .

Okehh I'm really jaded right now . I don't know what to do . Where's G-Man ? Haaha . I want to press the H and A button . Faster online laa . Haaha . Okeeh I think I have enough of chattering , I want to go now . I'll be back later .

2009-07-06T08:24:00.004+08:00

Hello ! Firstly , Happy Birthday Sister . May you suceed in life & all the best for your PSLE exams. Be a good daughter and don't be so stuborn . HAHA .& this is for you . HAHA . I know it's not the same but caan laa . Sufficient enough to make you jealous . HAHAH .

Okeeh , I did say yesterday that Aunty going for an operation right ? But she delivered yesterday and yeaah , it's bbyboy ! Imma happy kid . I love babies and my friends know that , right ? HAHAH . I need to go off now , I'll be back later .

2009-07-05T13:44:00.007+08:00

Hello ! As promised , I'll upload the remaining photos today . Siblings and parent not at home , they went to Aunty's house as she's going for an operation tomorrow . I can't go because of this preposterous flu . So let me upload the remaining photos .

Awesome . Next , I did tell you guys that My family went to Changi Beach fr picnic right ? Let me show you some of the pictures .

Okeeh , done ! I want to eat . So I'll be back later . Take Care Loves (:

2009-07-04T20:36:00.002+08:00

Jaded . This running nose , seriously killing me . I hate having this kind of feeling . So uncomfortable . I've completed my homeworks already and I'm left with 30 more paper cranes . I can't believe it that Facebook-ing is kind of fun actually . There's lots of games ! & I'm addicted to it especially pet society and restaurant city . So COOL ya'know . HAHA .

Well school is astoundingly fun to me . One week passes so quickly , maybe because this is the first week of school . HAHA . The only problem is , I don't like when teachers start to ask questions/quizzes . So nerve-racking . But it's for our own good right ? I have to get used to it .

I'm so jaded right now . Can someone save me right now ? HAHA . Where's my chatting partner ? HAHAHA . Okeh , I guess I have enough of chattering . I'll come back next time .

Take Care Loves :D

2009-07-03T15:33:00.014+08:00

Hello ! Well as you know today is Friday . Awesome . Eversince school started , I'm starting to love weekends . HAHA . On the other hand , I think I'm having fever . That's so not cool . Haiyo . Fever , please don't disturb me can or not ? Stop bothering me caan or not ? Okay fine . Well after school , my friends and I went for lunch since our stomach was crying and asking for food so yeaah we had MacDonalds for lunch . Oh yaarh , one more thing , I love this guy . - the picture below & today during Poa , I found out that Belinda loves Zac Efron too . Oh come on , he is so hott , charming , wonderful , good-looking and lots more . Tell me who won't fall in love with him ? HAHA .

Okeeh since MrBlogger is being sucha honey and let me upload My Love's picture . So let me try to upload the outing pictures .

Okeeh , don't laugh eeh . I'll punch you . HAHA .

I got no idea what eQah was doing . HAHA .

Look at how Ravina jump . Like superman seh . HAHA . So cool , I salute you maan .

Okeeh this is my favourite picture ^^ . Look at what Celestine is doing . HAHA . Wrong side laa buddy .

Okeh I was really tired at that time . ^^ HAHA .

Basically , most of the pictures are candid so yeaah there's 15 more to go but I think I shall continue tomorrow . Thank you MrBlogger . I love you but I love Zac Efron more . Okeh Take care loves :D

2009-07-02T15:50:00.003+08:00

Hello ! Let's see if MrBlogger can be sucha honey today . I want to try to upload the pictures right now . Anyway , I attend school today . HAHAH . I can't believe it maan because I was so lazy to wake up this morning because at 3am , aircon was sucha bitch , something happened to it and it caused me not to sleep for 1 hour . So yeaah , as soon as the bell rang , I started to smile from ear to ear .You know how happy I was or not ? You don't know right ? I know . Okeh enough of talking nonsense which I guess if you guys continue reading it , you'll fall asleep . So to prevent that from happening and to save the electricity so let me try to upload the pictures ..

-I've waited for 10 minutes and not even one picture appear . MrBlogger , you are getting on my nerves . If only you have a face , I'll punch you already .

Eh wait wait , caan upload already but only 2 pictures ! Urgh ! But better than nothing .

So I guess I'm sick of waiting for MrBlogger to upload the pictures , I shall end my post here . I have 50 pieces of Orange Paper waiting for me . I need to make paper crane . 1 paper crane = 100g of rice . I need to help the needy . So I better do my work now . Imma good girl , I know . HAHA . Thick skin seh shahidaah . Kidding whaat . HAHA .

2009-07-01T16:09:00.002+08:00

Hello ! Alright I want to post the Memoory Family Outing pictures right now . Let's see if blogger can be sucha honey today . I know it's kind of late already to post the pictures but sorry laa , I just found the Usb .

-5 minutes passed .

I shall wait again since Imma very patient girl . HAHAHAHA !

-15 minutes passed . Iám not kidding .

Ahhhhhhhhhhhhh ! MrBlogger , why can't you be nice to me ? I've waited for 15 minutes already . Do you know that time is precious ? & you're just wasting my time . I hate you for that . You so bad . My endurance has its limit . So better don't test my patience . HAHA ! Iám so lame , I know .

So school was okeh . Currently chatting with Celestine , Jaga and Ravina .HAHA . My chatting partner , G-Man still offline . Online quickly laa friend . HAHA . My fingers are so itchy right now , I want to press the H and A button . HAHAH . You know I know aah .

So I guess , that's all for today . Bye :D

2009-06-30T16:55:00.002+08:00

Hello :D HAHA ! Look at the picture above ^^ . Yeaah sister did that for me . Thank you Loves . I treat you double chocolate hokeh ? ( If pigs can fly ) . HAHAHA . You get what I mean ? HAAH . On the other hand , school was fine but little bit boring and tiring . I want to bring luggage tomorrow , my bag so heavy . HAHAH . So yeaah tonight there's Anugerah09 , HAHA ! Sister will go hugagaga for sure because there's Hydir Idris . Haiyoo ! She will go hugagaga and I'll say , "Aliff Aziz better ! "Just to irritate her . I got no idea what to blog , so before I start talking nonsense I better stop now . Bye Loves :D

2009-06-29T18:02:00.002+08:00

Hello ! I attend school today , can you believe that ? HAHA . So school was okehh but little bit boring because there's nothing exciting . So went back home at 2pm and had my lunch then use the computer . Like finally I managed to use the computer . Addicted I guess . HAHA . So chatted with my new friend G-Man . HAHAH . Told ya I love to press the H and A button and the result is HAHAHAHA . So after using the computer I finished up my homework and yeaah DONE . Right now my biggest issue is I lost my Physics Workbook and File . I got no idea where is it . Others have it but where's mine ? Haiyoo .. Okeh laa . This note is for you new friend : I had fun talking to you just now , we shall chat again next time hokeh ? HAHAHAH . & this note is for you HAFIQ : I got a new crush ! Name dier Christopher Lee ! HAHA . But I love Zac Efron more . HAHA . I need to go now . Bye :D Keep tagging loves .

2009-06-28T20:27:00.002+08:00

Hah ! Look at the picture above ^^ , yeah "Shh !" and sit down because I'am going to update again .

Hello ! Well oh well as you guys know that school re-open tomorrow and this is not a joke . Who's ready ? HAHA . I don't see anyone raising up their hand . HAHA . Me too ! The biggest problem is I got no idea what to bring tomorrow because most probably they'll change the timetable so I guess I shall bring the usual stuffs and just follow the timetable . Kinda heavy but used to it already . Life's kinda great nowadays but it's gonna be very boring since school going to reopen . HAHA . Did I tell you guys that I dream about Hott Guy the other day ? Yeah a bad one . I hope it won't happen in reality please God . I dream that he was attached to one of my bestfriend . You got no idea how heartbroken I was , I was crying really badly . HAHA . Next , I had this conversation with my mummy last night and it was kind of funny plus I dont know what .

Me : Talking about my school shoe and my voice was kind of loud .

Mummy : Shh ! * inserts name * ( my hot neighbour ) is at his grandmummy's house . Your voice is so loud .

Me : Haiyo . Okehh okehh . Anyway , how you know he's here ?

Mummy : I saw him riding his bicycle just now , he sleepover at his grandmummy's house .

Me : Haiyaa . You sure or not? He's going back tonight , he texted me just now . ( I was lying . ) HAHA .

Mummy : No shame ahh you .

Me : HAHA .

So mummy asked me to get her phone as she wanted to call his grandmother .

Me : What for ?

Mummy : I want to ask something .

So she called and I heard her asking question about * inserts name * and some other stuffs .
Mummy on the phone : Ohh ! So he's going back tonight ahh .

After she hung up the phone ..

Me : Told ya , hes'going back tonight . Never believe me right ? He really did text me hokeh ? ( lying again )

Mummy : Nonsense laa you , he sleepover for 2 nights already .

& I showed her my I-don't-care face .

You know what's my purpose of telling this ? Hahah . Because I wanted to make my post very wordy . Been updating short posts for the past few days . HAHA . I want to eat and then sleep . So good night and happy schooling people . Keep tagging hokeh ? Don't let my tagboard die leeh .

2009-06-28T11:29:00.002+08:00

Hello:D I was bored yesterday so decided to snap pictures with the sisters . We really had so much fun . HAHA . On the other hand , busu's back and yeah that's a lot of pictures to share and I really mean ALOT . There's 1 thousand plus photos . I'm not kidding and there's S's photo too . HAHA . Yeaah he did buy something for me . HAHA . Thanks Busu . Next , there's school tomorrow . What kind of joke is this ? Now what should I talk about ? Nothing . HAHA . Will continue next time . Sorry for the short post . I'll be back soon .

2009-06-27T12:34:00.003+08:00

My desktop . HAHAA .

Hello ! Holiday going to end very soon . Can somebody help me to stop the time ? Sigh . Holiday seems so short for me . I don't know why . Nowadays I don't know what to blog but itchy hand kept on pestering me to update . HAHA . So I shall bid goodbye now and continue next time . Tomorrow is Sunday , I feel like crying right now . Why so fast ? Why oh Why ?

2009-06-26T12:08:00.000+08:00

-IM OUT!-

2009-06-25T22:13:00.004+08:00

Hello (: Well everything's fine . School going to re-open very soon . If only today is the first day of holiday . I'am so lazy to the maximum . I want to stay at home . HAHA . Imma lazy bum I know . HAHA . On the other hand , I got a new crush . HAHA . Christopher Lee , of course ! HAHA . I know he's married . HAHA . I can't resist his hotness . HAHA . Okehh , back to reality . I still can't get over hott guy . I don't know how and I don't know why . I think Iám going to end here for now . Sorry for the short post , Uncle is not well , his knee is bleeding . So I need to go now . Will be back soon (:

2009-06-24T17:12:00.002+08:00

Hello (: Was at Aunty Mar's house as his father just passed away . I don't know why but this time round I really felt so sad . I really love him like how I love my grandparent . He sucha nice man and really funny . I'am going to miss his jokes . Looking at his grandson crying , make me cry . I didn't expect to see such a thing . Please be strong because I'am sure you can do it kaan abg(s) ? This going to be a very short post because I need to install the msn so I'll continue later .

2009-06-23T10:31:00.002+08:00

GoodMorning sunshines . A very short and simple post before I have my breakfast . I'am hungry and stomach is crying . I tortured my stomach yesterday . HAHA . Busu off to Bali already and I got no one to disturb . I'am going to miss you . Take good care of yourself and don't forget to buy something for me and I think S sent Busu ! HEHE . I saw his father and he was inside the car . Okeh I think Im done , I want to ask Aunty to help me download Photoscape . Good day people (:

2009-06-22T22:21:00.002+08:00

Hello ! Was at Hospital for 11 hours . YES ! We waited for uncle for 11 hours as he had his surgery this morning and we had to wake up at 4.30am because he have to be at the ward at 7am and that means we have to wait all the way to 6pm . It was not awesome at all . I felt like crying , who doesn't ? 11 HOURS ! The moment it reaches 10 HOURS , I asked my sisters to clap their hand and they did . K lame , i know . So yeah , done with the surgery . I'am seriously not in the good mood , I got stomachache since morning and MrRedAlert visited me on the wrong time and that add to my burden . Next , busu off to Bali tomorrow morning and I asked him to buy me a dress . HAHA . As long as he have souveniers for me , I 'am happy . HAHA . But the important thing is as long as he is safe , I'am happy enough . Imma good niece I know . HAHA . Apart from that , Uncle is here ! I just can't bear looking at him at this kind of condition , get well soon hokeh ? I miss the old you . Rest well and get well soon quickly .

- Left with social studies assignment . So malaas . HAHA .

I miss Hott Guy very much . I really really do .

2009-06-21T16:27:00.001+08:00

Im back !

Im done with linking thingy and I'll be back later to change my blogskin which is being a pain in the ass at a moment . Laptop is still sick , get well soon hokeh ? k lame .

gtg bye (:

2009-06-15T16:23:00.000+08:00

MIA

Laptop is out of service .

2009-06-11T20:50:00.004+08:00

Haaaaloo ! Today is so cool and thanks to my dearest friends who make my day so fun ! There's memoory family outing and only 5 people could make it as the rest had something on so yeaah next time okeh ?

So early in the morning at 9.30am , I was awaken by the heartbeat song and I was shocked to see MrALLTIMELOSER's name appeared in the screen so I opened the message with a quizzical expression and kinda happy feeling because it was unexpected . And ....... BOO ! As per usual , I replied the same thing and he started making me frustrated and we started arguing and he didn't reply my message . You so bad ! HAHA .. So I quickly woke up and get ready as I was supposed to meet Deepak at my house bus stop . So we met and walked to Northpoint . & the weather simply doesn't pity me at all , I was sweating . So reached and met Ravina and My dear buddy Celestine was late . So we waited for her at Khatib platform . Then off to Orchard as Zulaiqah asked us to go ION ORCHARD & the awesome thing was when we reached Orchard , the shopping centre is still renovating . HAHAHA ! What an awesome joke is that and we just can't stop smiling and laughing when we found out about that thing because on the way to Orchard , Buddy told me that Ion Orchard is really cool and we can enjoy a fantastic view at level I don't know what . HAHA . So we walked around and had our lunch at KFC and then went paragon to kill time then off to Taka to kill time and it's where I saw Vanessa's Notebook ! I was so frustrated , she again . Can start to manufacture Zac Efron Notebook or diary or not ? Then we decided to go Botanical Garden by ourself since eQah haven't reach yet so we thought of taking Taxi and we were so worried if we couldn't pay the taxi fare since each of us only have $10 and below each as we don't know how far it is from Orchard so we count our money and we had $31 altogether . We took the taxi and when I saw the entrance , I looked at the meter fare and it was only $4 ! Deepak and I just can't stop laughing , we were so worried and the taxi fare didn't even reached $5 . HAHA . So that means $1 each , we reached and we played frisbee then Celestine and Ravina went to meet eQah while Deepak and I sat there waiting for them . We waited for them for so long and Deepak thought of an awesome and really funny idea on how to ask them to come to us quickly . So Deepak called Celestine and told her that my nose was bleeding and I just can't stop laughing and then after a few minutes they came to us running really fast and passed me the H2O bottle . HAHA ! Our plan works and they were like , " HAIYO ! " and Ravina was like " her nose never bleed before what . " HAHAHA . So we walked arnd and finally we met eQah then we sat at one place and started eating , chit chat , played frisbee , monkey thingy and we took photos . OH it was so fun , they really made my day and I really don't feel like going home actually . So after that we went home .

So yeah , I think I've type a lot already . I' am going to sleep after this .

To : Deepak , Ravina , Celestine and Zulaiqah thanks for everything , thanks for making my day , I really had so much fun just now with you guys even though the weather is killing me . HAHA ! & to the rest of The Renovated Memoory Family ( am I right ? ) : we shall go out together next time hokeh ? I love each and everyone of you very much .

Well to MrALLTIMELOSER , please don't make me hate you . Please stop doing the same thing again . Just so you know , I never hate you .

2009-06-10T17:25:00.003+08:00

Hello ! I still can't find the Usb . So I decided to post my pictures . HAAHA .. Ugly right ? I know .. I was really bored just now so I played with the eye shadow , eye liner and powder . HAHA . Right now , my eye hurts . HAHA . But I had fun , playing with the cosmetic alone . Sisters busy doing their own stuff . HAHA .

Too much of eye shadow . HAAHA .

Fat cheek !

2009-06-10T08:21:00.002+08:00

Hello ! Firstly , Good morning lovelies .

Time : 8.24am .

So look at the time above ^^ . Still early lehh , what should I talk about ? Okeh I got an idea , yesterday family and that includes me watched Anugerah09 and I got no comment for the contestant , but I really salute them for having the courage to sing in front of thousands of people . Awesome right ? But I don't deny that I did have a great time laughing looking at their funny faces . Who doesn't ? Especially the part when some of them were singing during the audition and when they forgot the lyrics , they'll go " Piak ( hit the forehead ) and says Alamak ! " The facial expression is so rollicking and I can't stop laughing . But they are really awesome , I salute you ah ! - standing ovation . The important part was there's ALIFF AZIZ ! He's back in action ! He so HOTT ! AHHHHHAHHH!

On the other hand , today I decided to blog about hott guy which after this I won't be blogging about him anymore . H to the O to the T to the T to the G to the U to the Y to the !! I've been loving him wholeheartedly for the past 2 years and 3 months . He is so irresistible and so tempting . Some people did say that maybe I' am in love with his appearance only but that's partially true only . I repeat partially . Which girl on earth doesn't want a hott guy to be her boyfriend ? Maybe not hott but at least good-looking , I' am sure that is every girl's dream . But the most important thing is I' am in love with your heart . I've been in love with you since the first day I talk to you . My heart beat very fast the moment I saw your picture . HAHA ! If I know this thing will happen I shouldn't have fall in love with you . I shouldn't have listen to what you say last time . You know how hurt I feel when you left me just like that without giving me any valid reasons ? You know how hurtful it is ? It happen so sudden , you know how shocked I was when that thing happened ? But I thought you'll come back and hold on to your promises but you didn't . & I' am very foolish to believe you and still hold to my promises . Where did your promises go to ? Where ? You know how much I treasure you and love you ? But sadly , you didn't do the same thing to me . Your promises are just so useless . I want to continue this but I can't because if I continue this you'll know who I' am referring to . I' am not going to confess because that's not the right thing . You know how embarrassing it is for me ? Yes , I wanted to tell you everything last week but something made me changed my mind and now I've made up my mind , I' am not going to confess . I don't mind losing the chance rather than I feel embarrassed to face you after this after you said NO ! to me . HAHA . I'll try my very best to get over you and I'll try my best to ignore this feeling for you like how you ignore my feeling . I' am going to let go of you like how you let go of me . I' am going to break one of our promises like how you break it . I know breaking promises is really bad but you already did that so why can't I ? Thanks for all the memories that we've been through and thanks for everything . Maybe you've forgotten them but I'll never ever forget it . I'll never ever hate you , I promise so please don't hate me after this . I guess it's enough for today .

-IM OUT!-

2009-06-09T15:54:00.002+08:00

Hello :D I still can't find the USB for my bby camera .. HAHA ! Okay fake , I didn't even search for it , the only thing I did was , opened the wardrobe and it's not there so closed it back . HAHA . So maybe next time hokeh ? HAHA .

On the other hand , I went to school today . Imma good girl I know .. HAHA . Reached and I saw Ms Tay in the classroom so called buddy to rescue me and she's late . A few minutes later , Sam & Jason reached and Ms Tay started the lesson . Then Buddy came . So yeah , there were only four awesome students ( HAHA ! ) & one teacher . HAHA .. Lesson was fine and I managed to understand . HAHA !

After that , waited for Ravina and she's late so we have to wait for awesome 15 minutes . HAHA .. To the both of you : I really did talk to the moon yesterday night and dream come true ! HAHA . You know what i mean ahh . Then went for lunch , chit chat and went out seperate ways .

So yeaah , went home and here I' am updating my blog after I' am done with my Barn Buddy , Pet Society , Restaurant City and some other requests .. HAHA . Facebook is so cool !

Lastly , I don't know why but I really miss you very much .. You never failed to make me smile . I don't understand this feeling . I miss you . Am I falling for you ? But why am I falling for you ?

Ohh .. Im lost right now .. Anyhoo , I love this feeling , it's so cool . Iloveyou!

Hottguy is history ..

2009-06-08T14:13:00.002+08:00

Hell - low ! Im back ~ Okehh , life is pretty cool and I have lots of things to update and lots of pictures to upload but Imma lazybum today . I' am really lazy to find the Usb so next time laa ehh . Outing pictures will be upload very soon . I really got no idea where is my USB so next time then .

On the other hand , I haven't even start doing my home works , thought of doing it today but the weather is killing me , so hot like nobody business . Totally spoil my mood and I don't even feel like holding a pen right now . HAHAA .. & I have to come to school tomorrow for Biology , SIGH ! I don't want ahh but no choice kan kaan kaaan ?

Lastly , I don't have any idea what to blog nowadays . Initially , I got lots and lots and lots of things to say but like I said the weather is so hott so I don't have the mood to type anymore . I'll continue again next time .

- I miss you very badly .

2009-06-04T11:22:00.003+08:00

Hello you ! Okehh im really really bored .. uh-huh ! Okehh holidays are fine , I got no other comments for it .. I want to go out ! I want to shop but money is still the biggest issue . I wish I can shop using the leaf . HAAHA ! I want to buy this , I want to buy that .. HAHAA ..

On the other hand , life is pretty cool . Hott guy appeared in my dream again . HAHA ! & I' am still trying to get over him . There's no point loving him , right ? But I' am still clueless why you break your promises ? Or maybe you forgot about it already .. You are so stony-hearted .. But still you are the one that I love for the past 2 years .. Like I said , Love is Blind .. HAHAHA ..

Lastly , I haven't even start doing my home works . HAHA .. So troublesome .. Actually , I got nothing to post but itchy hand wants me to update . So yeahh , I'll be back soon . Bye (:

- I miss you very much . I don't know why .. & I ' am not referring to hott guy . HAAHA ..

I don't understand this feeling .. HAAAHA ..

2009-06-02T09:04:00.002+08:00

Hello ! Another boring post . Well I just feel like pressing the PAUSE BUTTON and pause everything that has been happening in my life . Too many things , yes I repeat TOO MANY THINGS ! Anyway , this are just challenges , I' am sure I can handle it (:

Hott guy , I've been thinking about you for the past 2 years and until now you're the one that I love so much . Yes , I did say I want to get over you and I 'am still trying my very best now .. But my love for you is still very strong but I don't deny that at some point of time , I simply detest you so much . I don't wish to change this feeling of love to hatred . You know how much I love you , even though you don't know who I' am referring to but I' am sure every readers will know how much I love you and how much you mean to me . I seriously think that I' am still living in the past that's why I' am still here loving you . Now all I need to do is to move on and get over you like how you move on and get over me .. Just one thing I want to know , why did you break your promises ? Where's your promises ? Where did they go to ? ..

I have enough of typing , I need to go now because I want to EAT !

-IM OUT!-

2009-06-01T11:42:00.002+08:00

Hello ! Yesterday and Saturday was a blast .. I did say I have to follow my family to someone's wedding right ? and it's all worth it . I had fun ! HAHA .. Only I know why ..

On the other hand , holiday is finally here ! HAHAHAHA .. However , I still have homeworks to do .. But that's not the problem . The problem is I don't know what to do during the holidays .. HAHA ..

Initially , I have lots of things to say but the moment I start typing , "HELLO ! " . My mind goes haywire and POP ! It went blank .. So yeah , I guess that's my post for today , I'll be back very soon .. Bye (:

2009-05-30T13:48:00.002+08:00

Hello ! Imma happy kid now & thanks to Michelle ! Michelle , if you're reading this , I want to tell you that you ROCK ! Finally , I understand what she's trying to tell me yesterday .. HAHA .. Only god knows how I felt on that day , so embarrassing/happy .. HAHA .. Plus plus , during POA , Michelle and Ser Lee showed me ZAC EFRON'S picture .. Whoooahh .. I' am so delighted .. Thanks to both of you ! HAHAHAHAHAHAH ...

On the other hand , yesterday had a great talk with Fytriaa Hunney .. She's really great and I swear I love you so much dearest (: Talking to her can really make me go crazy . HAHA . Iloveyou .

Next , I'll be going out again with family to someone's wedding and will be back at night .. - show sad face .. I don't feel like going and tomorrow still have to go .. Whoaah tired leehh ..

Lastly , I was really surprised because MrALLTIMELOSER replied my message .. Aww , HAHA ! & yeah , he didn't make me go insane yesterday .. Like finally mann .. I miss talking to you .. But I miss hott guy more . HAHAAAAAAAAAAAAAHAAAA ! You are no longer a loser , my dear friend .. haaha.

Okeeh , I won't talk about hott guy anymore , like I said to Fytriaa , it's time to move on . I guess all this while , I' am still stuck in the past and I' am living in the past and I have to start using my brain and to move on and get over you .. Thanks for everything Love ..

2009-05-29T12:09:00.002+08:00

Well yesterday school was okehh .. Mr Brian brought us to Northland Primary School as they had post exams activities and I was in charge of soccer . I had to be the umpire for soccer . Tell me what kind of joke is this ? But it was okehh , kind of fun seeing the primary 5 students playing soccer .. They are so cute .. After that went back to school and went back home straight after that as I have to accompany uncle to hospital for his checkup. So it was okay actually ..

On the other hand , I just remove my tagboard because of something and I already explain everything to you . Right ?

Next , HOTT GUY ! YES , HOTT GUY ! This two word has been with me for the past 2 years . 2 YEARS and NOT 2 MONTHS .. I really love you and my feeling for you is still as strong as day one . The day when everything started , the day when I fell in love with you .. You mean so much to me , your presence really play a big part in my life . I' am not asking for anything else , just your presence can already make my day . You teach me the meaning of love , meaning of friendship .. You are one of the reasons why I' am happy to be in school , why I' am smiling , why I' am still standing strong .. I really love you , I don't wish to get over you . Yes , I did say a lot of times that i want to get over you because I have to .. But each time I said that , I always fail to do so because deep inside my heart , that's where you are .. My feeling for you is still very strong .. But this past few days , I don't know why , I suddenly feel like giving up , I feel like telling you the whole story .. But I' am not prepare to face the consequences .. So I have made up my mind , to force myself to get over you . I will try my best . I' am not going to confess to you because the answer will be No and Im not that type of girl . So I guess thats it . Nowadays your actions , my actions , in fact everything makes me feel very weird and I think I don't love you like how I used to anymore even if I still do , do you even care ? I don't think so . So it's better this way .. I'll leave you and thanks for all the memories . Maybe you have forgotten them but I'll never forget it . Never ever ..

2009-05-27T14:20:00.002+08:00

Hello ! Had post exams activity today , I joined Floorball .. & Guess what ? I play like shit (expected) HAAHA .. I ran around , hit the ball and managed to score 4 goals .. Not showing off , just that I feel so happy , it's like a dream come true hokeeh .. I did tell my teammates before the game start , I told them that I' m playing this for fun and not to win . & yeah , even though we didn't win the game but trust me , I really had so much fun just now even though I had stomachache during the game , I don't know why . Want to know something ? I bet , those who watched the game , know about this .. SHAHIDAH FELL LIKE A ROTTEN PINEAPPLE ! Really , I was really paisey .. Her stick was somewhere near my leg and I didn't knew about it so I tried to run with the ball and I ended up falling down like a rotten pineapple . HAHAHAHA ! Malu laa .. But it was funny actually .. HAHA .. & It wasn't her fault , this always happen in games .. On the other hand , lessons were fine and I think that's my post for today .. I need to go and watch Saus Kacang AGAIN .. Haaha (:

2009-05-26T16:51:00.002+08:00

3rd post . HAAHA .. Anyway , did I tell you that I dream about Zac Efron last night .. HAHA .. Like finally mann .. I dream that he called me about something , aww he so sweet .. The cool part was Vanessa was in front of me but he called me instead of calling vanessa .. HAHA .. I' am so on cloud nine . HAHAA .. I wished it was true but sadly only in my dreams . HAHA .. Actually , I got nothing else to do .. Been staying at home for 4 days already .. I'll be back tomorrow .. && about the guy that I mentioned in my previous post , haaha .. I already knew what is it about and I think I should just forget about it because it happened in 2007 just that my link is still there .. So yeah , I don't care about that .. She is my sister all time idol and I think , it has nothing got to do with me . I support Aliff Aziz and that's the end .. I need to go , McSpicy and Double Chocolate Frappe waiting for me (: Bye !

2009-05-26T13:03:00.005+08:00

I'm Baaaaack ! After I sign out , I realised that it has been a verrrrry loooooong time since I last post Zac Efron's picture so here we go ~~~~~~~

there's more actually but something is bothering me right now and I' am really worried and curious . Mummy told me that yesterday night , she and sister was browsing through the internet as sister wanted to download her idol's picture which until now I don't know how to spell his name and they said they saw my blog while browsing his picture and they showed my post about him . Since when did I ever post about him , I don't even know how to spell his name . So right now , I' am waiting patiently till 3.30pm to get the full information from sister regarding this thing . I've got nothing to do with him . Why is my blog there ? Right now , I' am going to read through my archives . Im really curious . I need to go . Continue later ~

2009-05-26T12:33:00.002+08:00

Hello . It's 12.35pm and I' am at home .. HAHA ! I' am on mc .. I watched Saus Kacang ( peanut sauce ) something like that laa hah .. & I rate that show 4/5 . So awesome ! It's really funny and very sweet .. A very interesting indonesia show . Initially , I wanted to watch that show because of Ashraf Sinclair .. Ohh he so hott . HAHA . So I tried to watch it in youtube but not so clear so I tried to download it but it takes very long . So I decided to buy the vcd and yeah like finally , I got it and it's really worth it .. You guys should really watch it if you haven't ..

On the other hand , my lips still hurt like OHMYGOD . The moment I apply the medicine on my lips , I felt like screaming , so painful ! Next , I was supposed to apply another cream on my right leg but I didn't . The pain makes me go insane till I forgot to apply medicine on my leg . HAHA .

So yeah basically that's my post for today .. I need to go now , I want to eat .. HAAHA .. Bye (:

2009-05-25T20:51:00.003+08:00

Hello ! Well I skipped school todaay because my lips/mouth is killing me . The pain is so annoying and I have difficulty to talk .. I realised that because of my lips , I tend to make stupid faces . The pain is really irritating hokeeh . I can't smile like how I used to .. Anyway , we went Bugis yesterday to accompany sister as she wanted to buy a new bag .. Duhh ! Of course new right. Guess how much I brought yesterday ? HAHA .. 2 digit ! Okehh laa , shall not waste time .. I brought ..... Okehh wait , promise not to laugh okeeh ? 85 cents ! Yess , I repeat , 85 cents only .. Laugh laa , laugh laa .. So all the way , I was really quiet and each time I saw nice things , I'll start to make stupid faces .. I didn't bring any money with me besides that pathetic 85 cents so I just kept quiet and don't dare to ask for anything but I thought mummy will at least buy something for me but I was totally wrong because she thought I don't want anything .. But it wasn't her fault , I' am not really interested actually ..

Went Bugis Junction and I saw this really nice bag and I have made up my mind that I' am going to buy that instead of the nike air max since I still have my nike shoe but I also have my nike sling bag .. ahh , who cares ? If you love something , you'll make lots of reasons/excuses just to own that thing .. So I' am so gonna buy that bag even though I' am sure that thing is really expensive ( i didn't ask about the price actually ) but we shall wait and see laa ehh ..

So after that we went to paragon to check out the price for the crumpler bag which uncle wants to buy and I saw another cool bag but I don't intend to buy it . Then I asked mummy to follow me to Toys R Us as I wanted to buy HSM diary with Zac Efron's picture but sadly , they only sell diary with VANESSA ' S face ONLY ! Caan the company please start to manufacture HSM diary with ZAC EFRON'S picture ONLY ? I promise , I'll buy it .. So for now , I won't be updating any thing in my current diary which only left with 1 page .. I want to find the diary , I believe I cann or at least a HSM diary with everybody's face and not only her face ..

As for today , we went to M to buy something .. and I bought 2 teeshirts and 1 dont-know-what to-call-it .. Imma happy kid now .. But I still have lotsa things in my mind .. But anyway , thanks mummy and grandmummy ..So yeah , basically that's my post for today , I' am going to apply medicine onto my lips and right leg and eat that freaking tablet and off to sleep . So bye , good night people (:

2009-05-23T14:35:00.002+08:00

Hello .. Im really sad right now .. It is so unexpected mann . I thought I have succeed but NO . Still not enough lehh .. I better stop this before anything happen . I , NUR SHAHIDAH is actually talking ABOUT MONEY .. I repeat , I' am really SAD right now after I finished counting my money . Still not enough , So unexpected mann .. I thought finally I can shop but still NOT ENOUGH , YOU KNOW ! YOU KNOW OR NOT ? You don't know right ? I know .. I want to shop but still I do not have enough money . So yeah basically I' am talking about money .. I' am not talking about anybody , I want to change for the better . I' am so dissapointed in myself .. I better say goodbye to all those nice and cute stuff out there , not enough money to buy you lehh .. Maybe only in my dreams .. I pity myself , everytime fail to get what I want .. On the other hand , got back the papers already . I got no comment , Thank God for everything .. I kind of expect that this thing will happen which is I FAILED MY BIOLOGY ! No big deal huh ? I didn't study well for it , I put all my notes in my High School Musical file , I carried it where ever I go , to the kitchen , to my bedroom , to the living room but I only read it when I have the mood .. The one stack of notes , make me go haywire .. So yeah basically I didn't study well for BIOLOGY . HAHA .. My fault actually .. So yeah , basically that's my post for today . I repeat , this time my post is about Money and Result only . Thank you and goodbye .. Not being sarcastic hokehh ..

2009-05-21T17:32:00.002+08:00

Hello .. I just don't understand why some people are against me .. What the hell did I do to you ? I don't fight with people , I don't stare at them in school ( in fact , people did that to me . ) , I didn't broke my promises .. Yes , I do make mistakes , I lied to my family when necessary , I asked my friends to shut their mouth when I had mood swings , sometimes I didn't hand up assignments on time ... But what the hell did I do to you till you treat me this way ? Why ? Ask yourself , what did Shahidah do to you ? I have enough of problems , education , personal , love life , family and now FRIENDSHIP .. Please laa , give me some happiness can or not ? I just can't accept it when YOU said , Or maybe, you should just go and get new friends. If you have any.. What are you trying to say ? I don't have any friends ? I only have issues with one people ... Tell me what for I find new friend ? I don't want to lose all my wonderful friends just because I got problem with this particular person .. Now tell me if I' am doing the wrong thing by saying this ..

To Celestine and Deepak : Thanks a lot for being there when I need someone to talk to .. You guys really understand me when SOME PEOPLE just don't understand me at all .. I' am sure , you guys know how I felt right now to be treated like this .. You know how painful it is right ? I don't mind if people call me sensitive because this shows that I have heart and I do use my brain and heart to think about others feeling before I open my mouth . Right ? I' am not perfect , I do make mistakes . Hopefully , the both you willing to correct my mistakes and do forgive me if I've ever hurt your feeling .. I love the both of you and also my Memoory Family ..

2009-05-20T20:13:00.003+08:00

I , Nur Shahidah going to make this clear and simple and yeah I'm refering this post to dear passer-by .. You know who you are .. Firstly , thanks for your opinion and just so you know , you totally misunderstood what I said earlier on .. For your info , I've been very kind by listening and following everything that they asked for all this while .. I' am not being forced to do so , I did it willingly because they are my friends .. So when I said I don't want to join that particular activity , no one seems to care about my decision and they left me alone while they join that particular activity .. Yes I do felt very sad because none of my friend wants to join me .. & YOU said , "i don't think any of your friends forced you to join them, there's this thing called asking. and maybe they're just asking " .. It's totally different from what I said earlier on .. You okayy or not ? You're not in my position .. This isn't the first time .. I have my reasons why I said this .. I do respect their decisions .. So now , what do you want to say ? What's your opinion right now ? I don't want to start a fight here .. Secondly , you asked me to find a new friend , if I have any .. What for ? Just because I said this , you asked me to find a new friend ? Hello ! I treasure my friends and I love them .. I won't leave them just because of this small problem .. I seriously think , you have grudges on me or you hate me .. The way you said , seriously show that you hate the way I' am .. Be in my position and you'll know everything .. Once again , I' m really sorry and thanks for YOUR OPINION .. && you asked me to tell my friend , what for ? they have their own brain to think .. I , myself not that perfect to correct others ..

2009-05-20T14:10:00.002+08:00

Woaaaaaahh HEARTACHE ! I was browsing through some cool website and I came across a really nice NIKE shoe and the dope-shit thing is ..... it's way cheaper than my current shoe and much more nicer .. Walauuweyy ... HEARTACHE okeyy .. Now I got more reasons why I SHOULD save money .. I want to own that shoe lehh .. Now I don't feel like seeing my current shoe or I'll cry .. HAHA .. okeh I better not say this because I scared of losing it .. There's a couple of incidents that happened to me when I actually praise this particular thing so much and criticise my own stuff and after that I found out that I lost the thing and it's nowhere to be found .. Scary oii .. HAHA ..

2009-05-20T09:57:00.001+08:00

Hello ... There's no school todaay .. HOHO .. Anyway , this morning I suddenly thought of going shopping but I don't have enough bucks . How to shop ? Use leaf ahh ? Dream on Shahidaah .. But if I were to save my money everyday till June , I think caan make it laa hah .. But how to save money ? It's not easy .. But who cares , I'm going to make my dreams come true .. I want to shop very badly .. I want to shop for tops and bottoms but maybe more to tops laa hah .. Was blog-hopping just now and I saw pretty clothing at a few blogshop .. But looking at my not so cute purple wallet , makes me feel like crying .. HAHAH .. On the other hand , mummy is at the doorstep talking to MrNeighbor's grandmummy .. Guess what ? They're talking about MrNeighbor . HAHA .. I know your secret . BOOHOO ! HAHAHAHA .. I feel like eating ChewyJr , but how lehh ? I think I've gained weight , but WAIT ! , I don't have to think , I do gained weight & already FAT .. But who cares , as long as I'm happy , it shouldn't be a problem .. But I do have my own limit .. Anyhoo , since Mye is over , I think I shall start procrastinating again .. HAHA .. I repeat , I shall start procrastinating everything again .. HAHA .. Okeeh lorh , I need to go and visit other website or maybe watch movie online since I' am very free right now and maybe later going out to waste some money .. HAHA .. So bye ..

2009-05-19T15:21:00.002+08:00

Hello .. it's 3.20pm right now & I'm watching Anugerah2007 ... Ader AliffAziz .. HAHA .. Anyway , I'm really bored to death right now .. Adekk , cepaat reply laa .. On the other hand , siblings went for their religious class a few minutes ago and after a few minutes , I heard their laughter and they told me that there was no religious class and they saw Mr Neighbor under the void deck . HAHAHAHA .. So right now , I' am still wondering what to do tomorrow .. I've got nothing else to say actually .. I'll be back soon ..

2009-05-19T09:51:00.002+08:00

Hello .. As promised , i'll post today & I have SO MANY THINGS TO SAY .. But IM NOT IN THE MOOD .. Initially I don't want to blog as it might offend some people but I just can't tolerate this anymore .. Why must everyone listen to you ? For once can you guys listen to me ? I said I don't want means I bloody hell don't want laa .. & you jolly well listen laa .. For once listen to me and join me .. This isn't your first time .. All this while , I've been listening and following you guys now can't you do the freaking same thing to me ? Please laa spare some thought for me .. This is the first time I' am asking you guys to follow what I want .. Now I've said it in my blog and from the bottom of my heart , I'm sorry .. I know you may think I' am very sensitive but who doesn't ? I've been listening and following everything that you said for all this while , now that I said " I don't want .. " No one seems to care and I've to do it alone ..

On the brighter side , today is the last day of MYE .. Like finally .. So I think I deserve some thing great .. I want to go out tomorrow .. Not sure with who .. I shall wait & see .. I need someone to talk to .. Okehh laa .. I shall bid goodbye now ..

2009-05-18T12:51:00.003+08:00

Check out this pictures at NDP website .. haaha ..

Hello .. TOMORROW I'LL BE SITTING FOR MY LAST PAPER . AHAHAH .. That means I have to study AGAIN later . Endure shahidah , endure .. There's so many things to study but the paper is only 1hr 15 mins . & I don't wish to talk about biology paper which was a total disaster .. Anyway , I didn't know that Thursday is a holiday .. I thought it's on Wednesday .. But who cares , the important thing is Wednesday & Thursday is a holiday for me .. HAHA .. AuntRadiah , edaah dah taak KENTAL lagi . HAHA ..

On the other hand , life is fine .. I' am happier now .. You know , I know , Public don't know ahh .. I still love hott guy & I don't care what others think because as long as I' am happy then it shouldn't be a problem . HAHA .. MrALLTIMELOSER back into action yesterday and as per usual he was just talking rubbish and I just can't be bothered ..

So yeah basically that's my post for today and as promised I'll be back when exams are over .. ( if i' am able to use the laptop ) Bye (:

2009-05-17T08:48:00.002+08:00

Hello sunshine .. A quick update before I have my breakfast and off to study BIOLOGY .. Mid-year is still not over yet and AuntRadiah , I know what you're going to say , KENTAL .. HAHA .. Anyway , I still have lots of things to memorize and the ONE STACK of notes is such a nuisance .. Why can't there be a darling to me and jolly well get those notes stick onto my brain ? Halfway through reading the notes , I forgot what I just read in the beginning .. Irritating hokaayyy ... I know you don't understand .. Haiyoo .. I' am so fed-up & I feel like giving up .. Can I just burn the notes and pour all the ashes into my MILO ICE and drink it . Haiyoo .. My brain has gone haywire already .. I' am just talking rubbish and no one understands me .. Anyone understand ? HAHA .. Okayy laa , I shall hunt for food now . Bye (:

2009-05-16T12:51:00.004+08:00

Hello everybody .... HAHAH .. Biology on Monday . Say what ? " GONE CASE , FOR SURE .. " .. Like I said last time , since when Biology is easy for me ? I got 1 STACK of notes for me to revise and memorize . I repeat , ONE STACK . 5 awesome topics ( my foot okehh ) .. I wonder if I could exchange my brain with Miss Ong or Ms Tay's brain . HAHAHA .. So I don't have to squeeze the juice out of my brain .. Wheeyyyy ~ Okehh enough of fantasy .. Anyway , I started revising at 10am just now and the moment I held the ONE STACK of notes .. My mood changes and I felt like screaming . But fortunately , I only have one paper on Monday so I can concentrate on Biology and luckily the past doesn't repeat itself whereby I have Geo and Biology on the same day . My goodness , only god knows how miserable it was to study for that subjects on the same day .. I can hear my brain crying .. Anyway , lets endure this shahidaah .. Actually , I got nothing more to say .. I shall bid goodbye now . Bye ~

Fytriaa & AuntRadiah , we shall plan the outing soon okehh ?

2009-05-15T13:13:00.005+08:00

Hello .. 2 more papers to go .. Biology and Chemistry .. School was fine .. Physics paper was disaster , I didn't study well for it but anyway if I study for it still it won't really help because the paper was really tough and it really need common sense and I guess I don't have it just now . HAHA .. Anyway , Aunt Radiah .. I read your post already .. So sweet .. I miss you too ..

I miss the time that we used to have .. Spending my time with you talking about random stuffs .. We can never stop talking .. I always have lots of things to share with you .. We had the long talks every night , talking and gossiping about lots of things .. Laughing at our silly stories .. Eating maggie and drinking MILO ICE .. aww I miss it .. HAHA .. Chatting with you yesterday really brighten up my day and I was laughing at myself each time I read our conversation . We so random right ? Anyway , I want to listen to the song that he dedicate to you can ? HAHA .. We shall meet up soon and start sharing stories .. Anyway , I MISS YOU TOO AUNTRADIAH .. I LOVE YOU COUSIN ..

So I guess that's my post for today .. I'll be back soon ..

I still love you very much .. I really do ..

xoxo , Shahidaah ..

2009-05-14T18:00:00.003+08:00

Hellooooooooooooo !!!! Today's paper is totally a disaster .. Really , I' am not kidding .. I feel like killing myself the moment I flipped through the pages .. Walauuweyyy .. Can't they set easy paper ? Have mercy on me . Can or not ? POA paper is seriously killing me , I better prepare the graveyard before I die of looking at my result . The paper was so freaking difficult and question 3 was miserable . No matter what I do , I still can't balance it .. I feel like throwing away the paper and bang the table . That's how I felt just now .. I felt so fed-up .. I did the classwork and homework , hoping that it could help me during exams but in the end , I can't do it . & I call myself a POA student when I can't even finish the paper and answer the freaking theory questions . OhmyGod .. Enough of talking shit , there's no point regretting , answers script is with teacher . Apart from that , after school , I went home and do my daily routine and start revising for geography . There's lots of things to memorize . I need to study well for this or I won't call myself a Geography student anymore .. Mid-year is really killing me and after stressing myself memorizing the notes and diagrams , I decided to use the computer for awhile but I' am going to return back to my notes later .. Notes is my dearest boyfriend for the time being . HAHA .. But the moment I received the exam paper , I became so panicked and almost forgot what I've memorized . HAHA .. Okehh laa , I shall bid goodbye now . Bye ~

I still love hott guy ~ That's the truth ..

2009-05-13T14:22:00.002+08:00

Hello :D Malay , english , social studies and maths paper one are over . wheeee ... I got maths paper two and POA paper tomorrow . Nightmare ! ahh .. Have to start revising later .. Malay paper two was a disaster , i tell you . First section already give me headache and I call myself malay . haiyoo .. Anyway , i've tried my best already . So no point regretting or what so ever .. hmmm ... I think I shall stop here and continue some other time . Sorry for the short post because I got no idea what to post . Bye ~ Keep tagging .. Zac Efron so hott , insult him and i'll make sure you suffer . haaha ..

2009-05-11T16:21:00.003+08:00

Shall stop uploading Zac Efron's picture for the time being & upload my pathetic picture or else readers will get bored of it .

Hello :D I don't intent to make this blog dead as my last paper is next week. Haiyoo .. So long lehh .. Anyway , I miss blogging actually and I know my blog miss me too .. Life is fine and I have emaths paper one and social studies paper tomorrow . Surprisingly , I spent my day yesterday writing ss notes for chapter 2 . I summarised it and now I only have to read 4 pages of notes .. Tried my best to memorize it but haiyaa ... Don't bother talking about it .. There's lots of things to memorize but only 2 will be tested . Urgh ! Okehh laa .. Enough of complaining , I shall bid goodbye and get back to my notes . I think my notes miss me more .. Bye ~

2009-05-09T18:39:00.007+08:00

hello (: Quick update before I do something else . I miss blogging actually . Anyway was surfing the net and I end up reading Zac Efron's biography and I saw this . HAHA .

I'm not really into partying. Don't get me wrong - I've gone to a club. But I'd much rather be with my close friends at home or a concert, or on a trip. I'll go dancing with my grandma. She likes to cut a rug!

I'm definitely not getting married. In this business, you're either getting married or they want you to be pregnant. I'm not getting married until I'm forty. If ever.

HAHAH .. I salute you mann .. & Zac Efron is a singer and stop saying he's not .. Got to this link for more information . (if you want to) .. If I say I love someone then you jolly well don't insult or talk bad things about him because I know what I' am doing . (:

http://www.imdb.com/name/nm1374980/bio

2009-05-07T18:24:00.002+08:00

Hello :D This'll be my last post as exams are coming real soooooon .. Tomorrow is my first paper . 1h45min for english and 2h for malay . Extra 15mins for malay . Why ? I got no idea . Time flies so fast , today is Thursday .. I' am not ready for tomorrow's paper .. I' am not ready .. I've got to memorize the formats later . No more procrastinating shahidaah .. HAHA .. Been procrastinating for too long already so better start holding the notes/books right now .. I guess I won't be updating this poor blog until mid-year is over . I'll be back as soon as exams are over .. I promise .. So while I' am away , Zac Efron will accompany my blog .. Anyway , today lessons were quite fun . Time flies so fast when we are having fun .. But time flies faster when I saw hott guy . haaha .. Okehh laa , I better stop talking about this .. I shall bid goodbye now as I need to finish up the practice paper that Mr Eu gave me and start memorizing the formats . NO MORE PROCRASTINATING :D .. Bye ~

I love ZAC EFRON but I love HOTT GUY MORE but I love MYSELF THE MOST ..

I LOVE ZACHARY DAVID ALEXANDER EFRON ALOTT .

2009-05-06T18:45:00.002+08:00

This guy ^^ has never failed to make my heart goes dum-dum-dum ..

Hello :D school was fine .. uh huh it rained in the morning and I felt like going back to my bed and sleep but thinking about hott guy ( HAHA! ), motivates me to go to school and since exam is in 2 days time . haaha . Whuteveerrr Shahidaah . My school bag was really heavy today and I think it can really make me go shorter . I want to grow and not shrink . haaha .

Apart from school , like I said yesterday , I still love hott guy . Humans need heartbeat to live & I need you . You're my heart throb . Uh huh . You're one of the reasons why there is a smile on my face , everyday . You're one of the reasons why I' am still standing strong . I really need you . Tom needs Jerry . Pooh needs piglet . Mickey needs Minney . Romeo needs Juliet . Spongebob needs Patrick . Hero needs heroine . Zac Efron needs Vanessa ( I guess , HAHA ! ) but I think Zac Efron needs me more .HAHA. kidding . So yeah , && I need you . You're the one that I love .

Okehh . I won't make this a very draggy post . I've got to go . Will be back some other time . Check out my plurk for quick updates . Bye ~

2009-05-05T18:09:00.003+08:00

My Love & Soul . ^^

Hello :D Well my day was fine , I guess . School was fine . After self-study , I quickly rushed home as I wanted to watch Ellen Degeneres ( i got no idea hw they spell it ) . As soon as I reached the door steps . My sister took her own sweet time to open the door & I asked her to quickly open the door .

Mummy was like , " what happened ? " & I replied , " I want to watch Zac Efron !!" .

Mummy : " Where , Where ?" & I replied , " Tv laa .. "

I quickly rushed to my room and get my clothes & Grandmama was like , " why ? " & I replied , " I want to watch Zac Efron . " & she asked again , " where ?" & I said " tv laa .." & quickly rushed to the toilet . Zac Efron so hott .. Im so happy . Only god knows .

Apart from that , I know what I' am going to say after this is really wrong but I can't hide this anymore . Anyway , this is my blog after all . So yeaahhhh ... I think ... I' AM IN LOVE WITH HOTT GUY AGAIN ! urgh .. It's not easy for me . I tried not to love him but I really can't . Seeing him really brighten up my day , I just can't stop thinking about him . It seems so hard for me to get over you . Why is this thing happening to me ? I don't want to continue this but I really can't . I've tried so many ways but to get over you is not easy . Others may think this is easy but not for me. I really can't . I can really go crazy each time I see you . Close friends knows this . Yes , I do love Zac Efron ( no.1 fan & celebrity kind of love ) . I don't really care if Zac Efron were to marry Vanessa or who ever because I know , I won't get him . But you are the one that I love . You are the one that I treasure the most . You are the one that I care . I love you , I really do . I love to see you happy . Your presence really play a big part in my life . I love to see you , it really brighten up my day . I know I shouldn't say this because you're not mine but everyone will fall in love & I fell in love with you . As long as I don't disturb your relationship , i think it's not wrong to love you because it doesn't bother you . I fell in love with you the moment I saw your display picture . My heart says , " you're my love , you're my soul ." Right after that , you are the only one I love . Yes , I do admit , at some point of time , I do hate you & love someone else instead but the feeling was not so long . I fell in love with you again . My feeling come & go but my feelings for you has never fade .

I think I shall stop here & continue some other time because I' am hungry .. Anyway , my diary is running out of pages already & 75% of my posts are about Hott Guy & 20% of it are about Zac Efron . I have his ( ZAC EFRON ) picture in my diary & I won't let anyone to step or cross over my diary . haaha . Bye ~

2009-05-04T16:50:00.003+08:00

Hello . about 4 more days to mid-year and im still here updating my blog . haahaa . you can't expect me to study all the way right ? i need some time to relax my mind . haaha . anyway , thought of giving school a miss today as the weather this morning was really cool but since i'm already awake then might as well come to school right ? & luckily i went because there's listening compre ( mother tongue ) hahaa . Apart from that , life is pretty cool . I admit I still can't get over hott guy but i think i've improved ( i've said this many time ) , i don't go hugagaga kind of thing each time i see him . hahaa . So i guess that's all for today . I need to go and finished up my homeworks . bye ~

You're my HERO & I love Zachary David Alexander Efron , I really do .

2009-05-03T18:16:00.002+08:00

Woohooooohoooooo ..... Shahidah is back . Just got back from Jurong bird park . haahaa . It has been ages since I last when there . Let me think , maybe more than 6 years ago . Really . We usually go Zoo . So yeah , there's not much difference . Just the entrance maybe . Took quite a lot of photos but as soon as we entered the World Of Darkness . My digital camera when "POP . " . The battery was empty , luckily that was our last stop . haha . Anyway , I saw one guy who looked like Zac Efron . He's really hott but Zac Efron hotter . haahaa . I think I'm done . Bye ~

- I better stop procrastinating . haahaa ..

2009-05-02T20:52:00.003+08:00

He is the reason why I' am smiling from ear to ear right now. ^^

Hello ! ahhhhaaaaaaa ... Imma happy kid after viewing Afini's Blog . Zac Efron so hott , i tell you. How many times have I said this ?Many many times . Anyway , while on the way to West Coast yesterday , I had this conversation with mummy and sister :

me : ehh , Zac Efron so hott , you know .

sister : -ignore me . ehh , there's swimming pool ( referring to one of the bungalow )

me : ehh , ah-hah there's Zac Efron . Ehh ehh , swimming pool I mean . -laughs .

mummy : Haiyoo ooooooooo ......

See how dumb can i get when it comes to Zac efron . haha . I can't resist his hottness . He so hott . hahahahahaha . Okehh laa before I get crazy , I shall bid goodbye now .

2009-05-02T16:52:00.001+08:00

Nothing excites me . Im bored !